Nov .13 .2011
I am a  diabetic . I am over weight. In less then a month I will be having a surgery that will be helping me with both. No more insulin, I can't even wrap my brain around it.
Right now I can't eat for a month and I'm on about day , I don't know, day forever it feels like, but its only been a week or so , only ensure or glucerna and milk. everything we do is around food music night at the pub for dinner , supper dinner out , have friends over for ...ya you got the idea.
I'm not hungry, and have cut my insulin down allot , I thought i had a handle on  how much food I was eating before , no sugar ,no sweets  I changed my whole way of eating when I need insulin , but now being on a liquid controlled diet, if you are have sugar problem , this might be the way to get a handle on it. No fun being had here but great blood sugars .
And I have to say I really like seeing 5.5 or even 6.1 for blood sugars on a regular bases.
On the other hand my husband is out to supper with his brother right now and well I love time to myself, I'm feeling very left out, I don't want to tell him because he is working very hard to be what ever I need him to be for this time, and I don't want this to be a huge thing that takes over our life's. I told him to go and I meant it. But that's how I'm feeling, When i was looking for blogs to read, I wanted to hear how it was day to day so I hope to do that here.  Food is so much more important then we really know until you try to remove it. see ya all soon Cathy