Hi




This is day 17...wow 17 days no food. That is pretty amazing, I went to Town today, had a bunch things to do and I have been staying home way to much for me, I had a pretty good day , but old habits are a really head game, I normally stop for a cheap bowl of wor wonton  soup, after getting everything done with no problem then I drove by the soup place, and I started a big head game with my self , Who would know , just once, its only soup.
I'm happy to say the answer to who would know is me.  I'm pretty proud of being able to do this and I want to feel proud all the way though. 
Years ago(23years)when I quit smoking after about the first year I really wanted to start again, I had one drag off a smoke and I knew  I would be smoking full time again if I did not make it a clear rule .  NO smoking around me . Now I can be around it and well it is discussing  I know I would never have a smoke again and I am very proud that I was strong enough to do it, it was very very hard and the only way it worked for me was to not be around smokers. 
Food is different. You can't not be around it.
My whole life has been about feeding people.  Cooking for lots of people makes me feel good , I cook for 600 people at the Music-fest every year for fun.
This will be a huge learning curve for me. Thoughts of do I really want to do this run thru my head sometimes and the answer is still yes , I am excited, can't wait to start a New life style.